“Where’s the heart when we just look away”

This song is right in every way. The lyrics, the music, the voice, the artist. It’s just growing and never gets bored. I really hope he wins the whole competition, ESC, so the world gets to hear this strong and touchable song!! Oscar Zia, thank you ❤

 

“If you think we’re human
take a look once again
If you think we’re human
where’s the heart when we just look away

If you think we’re human
you should think once again
If you think were human
look at us it’s time to make a change
and the question remains…”

This year’s last lesson.

“You tell me it gets better, it gets better in time
You say I’ll pull myself together, pull it together, you’ll be fine
Tell me, what the hell do you know? What do you know?
Tell me how the hell could you know? How could you know?”

This year has been a very upside down year for me. A friend of mine asked me to name something special from this year, and I didn’t came up with anything. It’s not that it hasn’t happened anything, just nothing special. It feels like I’ve been doing exactly the same thing that I usually do.

But don’t get me wrong, of course great things have happened, I still have a job that I love, at a daycare, with kids that fills my heart and soul with love everyday. And I also have my dancing, which been going great this year. I love my teachers who believes in me, and I even got something exciting going on 😉

Unfortunately, mentally this has also been a quite heavy year. Broken heart, friends giving up on me, mixed feelings like loneliness, not good enough and giving up hope are few of the causes.

But I’ve also learned a lot from that…
Like it’s better to have a couple of really good friends, who will stand by you whenever you need, than a bunch of people who just pretend to care. And also, surrounding yourself around positive people, and be one, will save you so much energy. Those who want to bring you or other people down are so insecure that they need to do that to feel better about themselves.
I don’t need that.
Regarding the love life, I can only say: I deserve better! I’m done with all the lies, disappointments and lack of respect. I am kind, I care, I am honest and put my heart on the line…and what do I get for that??

“You tell me hold your head up, hold your head up and be strong
Cause when you fall you gotta get up, you gotta get up and move on
Tell me how the hell could you talk, how could you talk?
Cause until you walk where I walk, this is no joke”

“Til’ it happens to you, you don’t know how I feel, how I feel
Til’ it happens to you, you won’t know, it won’t be real”

An amazing new album by Ellie Goulding!

DELIRIUM by ELLIE GOULDING!!

OMG, what a perfect album, I love it! ❤
22 songs and I can’t find a single one I don’t like, not even close.
And creds to her for writing all songs by herself (also together with others)!

This is more of a pop album, but she takes it to the next level. It’s nothing like a “usual” popalbum. A lot of interesting sounds and don’t forget her soft voice, which I really like.

Here’s an example:

I’m still breathing.

After 4 hours of dancing with nice and kind students and my great teacher, I’m lucky to say “I’m still breathing, I’m alive”.
Let’s see what my body says tomorrow when I need to get out of my bed. 😉

Well, now over to the song…

I’m still thinking about it, I’m trying not to. But when I succeed you always found away to haunt me anyway, in my thoughts and in my dreams. And that’s something I can’t control. And it still hurts. It hurts like hell.
But I’m alive and I’m still breathing and that’s the main thing!

“I had made every single mistake
That you could ever possibly make
I took and I took and I took what you gave
But you never noticed that I was in pain
I knew what I wanted; I went in and got it
Did all the things that you said that I wouldn’t
I told you that I would never be forgotten
I know that’s part of you”

“If you lock me out…”

“If you lock me – will you know who I am?
if you lock me – will you know who you are?

I think I’ve been praying, the lights won’t go out
My blood is getting colder, as I follow this road down”

I saw this lady perform Live last weekend on Ruisrock Festival in Finland (my country) 🙂 I gotta say that she amazed me!

I love her songs and voice and everything, but I didn’t expect her to be so good live!! If you get a chance, go watch Ellie Golding 😉

World peace.

peace

Exactly!? Yesterday I wrote about love, today it’s about peace. The text on the pic is SO true! I’m not the only one who thinks about that. Why does it has to be so damn messed up and complicated? Why can’t everyone mind their own business, be kind to one another and in that way spread love and happiness to the world around us?

Be positive, be happy, be honest but in a nice way, smile and think about others, not just yourself. Then maybe maybe maybe, we will someday find some peace in this world.

“We will dance in the rain despite all of the pain,
What the world really needs is to feel love again,
In a world that it needs to feel love again”

A day off :)

Today I have a day off and it feels so nice. I don’t even got much plans – just take it easy, chilling, and listen to music, for now 🙂

It’s interesting how Spotify seems to know exactly which songs I need to hear when I sit and thinking about my life/situation. This is not the first time it happens. It feels like music and the lyrics have such a big impact on my decisions, that I don’t have to search for songs like this, they just come.

“Looking for a reason but I got none
Cause secretly I don’t think that I want one
Honestly I don’t think that I want one”