things change. people change.

“Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when…

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter”

Weekend chill.

This weekend I’ve been taking some time off from the outside world. I’ve been focusing on myself and what feels right in this moment. it’s called qualitytime ;)

On Saturday I enjoyed the sun, it was warm outside and a nice summer day. Today the weather was worse, raining and windy, so I’ve been inside listening to a lot of music. I would like to share the whole playlist with you but I’m still working on it so here is just a few examples :)

“Dancin’ is what to do,
Dancin’s when I think of you,
Dancin’s what clears my soul,
Dancin’s what makes me whole”

Soon, soon my dance practice starts again! I’ve been so lost without it. Dancing at home, by myself, it’s not the same ;)

I need it now, more than ever! <3

inside my head.

Here are some pictures with quotes I’ve been thinking about for a long time.
Every now and then when I’m feeling down or happy, but mostly down, I search for quotes that express my feelings. In someway it feels better to read it out what I’m thinking, and sometimes it has also made me realize that it’s not just a thought, it’s the truth. And the truth is not always so easy to admit, it can also be very painful. Tonight it happened to me.

113357-Ends+up+being+brokenI’ve been very careful by putting my heart out to someone, last time I did, I got so hurt that I swore not to do it again before I’m sure. But it’s hard. Cause if you don’t put your heart out there, you will be standing on the same point of not going anywhere. So I did. And I held on for too long even though I knew deep deep inside that it’s not going to end like I wish.


Yes, I’m just too kind. I’ve learned that now. I care about people, about my friends, but if someone is not showing the same care back, if they’re not thankful to have me in their life, then I’m done. I’m done spending my energy on people who don’t give a sh*t about me.


Well, I think we all can agree on that. I got two persons. I guess people change after all. But it’s sad to see what or who changed them and into what.


This one I need to think more about cause it’s true!! Don’t let them ever make excuses or let them get away with it. YOU are worth someone much better!


…what can I say, worse feeling I’ve been feeling for a long time. And the sad part is that you can’t do anything about it.

one dayI love this one, and I kind of hope that it will happen. I’ve been there for someone for such a long time and apparently that wasn’t enough. All I hoped for was this someone to understand how much he meant to me…

To all my followers, I know this post may came out of nowhere. I haven’t post anything again for a while, and suddenly, my deepest feelings showed up here.
I’m just so tired of being treated badly by people I thought were my friends.
I expect more and I also know now that I deserve better!
So now is the time to do something about it, and I started by telling you.

Thanks for reading!

“If you lock me out…”

“If you lock me – will you know who I am?
if you lock me – will you know who you are?

I think I’ve been praying, the lights won’t go out
My blood is getting colder, as I follow this road down”

I saw this lady perform Live last weekend on Ruisrock Festival in Finland (my country) :) I gotta say that she amazed me!

I love her songs and voice and everything, but I didn’t expect her to be so good live!! If you get a chance, go watch Ellie Golding ;)